once again

20081004
once again....
my heart face with a big disaster....
no juz pieces juz a tiny mini particles left....
i though yesterday will be a peaceful day.... nth gonna happen....
but why? why? why?
let me saw again....
this time, i dont know wat can i do...
smile to u??? i would like to ....
but i cant do it....
cuz my feeling tell me that....
[GO! GO AWAY..... DUN BOTHER THEM.... AS LONG AS SHE HAPPY...U JUZ A N0THING....]
and so on, i went home with sadness....
i really i want to fade out.....
fade out from this world.....
[HOPE U HAPPY... ]
[HOPE THAT I WONT MELT AWAY IN YOUR HEART....]