小孩子，
就是那么的简单。
我现在是一家补习中心的老师，除了教补习外还要兼顾小学的功课班。
小学生，心很单纯。
只要他们做好功课，他们就会获得星星。
星星，是他们快乐的泉源。
一粒，两粒，三粒。
原来，小孩子也会谈恋爱。
纯净的喜欢。
当喜欢的人在附近的时候，写功课显得特别勤劳，出错的机会也大大的减少；嘴角不停地露出微笑，就只因为看到您。
喜怒哀乐，终不会藏在看不见的地方。
好纯净。好纯洁。
喜欢的一颗心。
someone asked me
"you still haven give up?"
i said
"yes, why you asked so?"
someone asked
"erm..."
"because its been long time you two din see each other."
i said
"yea, long time din see..."
someone nodded(maybe, because we using msn)
=silent=
give up.
i didn't bowed to you,
and i will never-ever bow to you on future.
what i would like to say,
i really fall for you...
truly and deeply...
kinda wonder how do you do lately....
eat well ? sleep well ? etc....
i curious....
i didn't give up on you, swear...
you can see my heart, beating.... just like not belong to me...
its belong to you...
you own it...
thanks....
its been the second month... you still remember?
am i a LOSER??
if you think that, you are totally wrong.
a LOSER wont work hard for money,
a LOSER wont play hard for life,
a LOSER wont think for future,
a LOSER wont have friends,
a LOSER wont have soul mate,
a LOSER wont plan.
a LOSER wont 吹水.
so, do you still think that i am a LOSER ??
(maybe you guys really think that.. hahaXD)
but, there is a thing that i admit,
i dont have girlfriend.
but is that counted on a LOSER specification/characteristic??
erm... from my point of view, i think its not counted on LOSER but a LEARNER.
because love is not gained without hardworking, but lots of effort on it.
ppl surround me all of sudden turned back to my team (single),
is that a good sign??
apparently NO (for those who get dumped)
apparently YES (for those who dumped ppl)
life like this, two different side for either tiny nor major things.
what can you do?? being a learner, try to learn on the passed, as your backup for your future battle.
just, lost do not equal to lose but its the start of victory.
experience do make a person more mature, but was i granted that chance??
who know? (i think GOD also dont have any clue on it. ><)
that all for the nagging section...
haha. silly me~
if u read that above, you are silly as me...
haha~ sot nia....
everyone start theirs uni college life,
all the best for you all, especially for those at HELP because u guys did a brilliant job.
u know what??
gathered up the CHONG HWAZZZ... great job... envy~
back to me,
i ended up a job and going to start on a new job soon.
thx all the superiors and also my passed working colleague,
thx for all the teach and support. except that RAVIN (a bloody hell MANAGER)
thx you all.
my new colleague, cant wait to co-operate with you all, looking forward thou.
my life,
[work, eat, yamcha and sleep]
the formula just keep on repeating again and again.
its been long time i didnt stay awake for this early morning.
i recall that morning that received your message,
warm full-filled that moment atmosphere.
however,
i am still the afengz, i still miss you.
but added with one element, i love you.
thats the interest part of fall for you.
you make me move. i lost my heart, you know why??
because its located inside you. ><
Good Morning to YOU.
雾里看花，花终隐。
仰首看云，云终飘。
手中枫琴，指尖溜。
檐梁木铃，空中摆。
还可以吧？？
时间真的令我畏惧。
畏惧得令人发指。
就这样，就迈入最后的倒数。
剩下四天，我就是自由人。
自由的定义就这般简单，无拘无束，不受别人控制。
我走向自由，但偏偏向往着另外一种束搏的关系。
但，孤掌难鸣，一只手是拍不死蚊子的，对不对？
我，没改变我的立场。
只是，更坚定我的立场。
最长的时间，果然是“一日”。
毕。
今日金曲：镇守爱情，动力火车。
GOOD BYE 2009
HI 2010.
its the best to describe what its going on lately.
everyone have theirs own single pathway to continue,
some went to college, some went to uni some work, and some like me, just blur there.
Looking forward to see each other, hope it don't sound greedy cause its easy what.
just ring me up, i'm available as u call.
thought is not as same as reality.
people used to say that song can represent someone feel,
currently i cant find any to represent my status now.
maybe some pic will do
【人生苦短，能在一起就好好珍惜。】
【爱你的原因，就是爱你。】
【在一起的动机，只是想跟你在一起】
摘自星洲日报2009年12月23日，副刊第十页。
我喜欢这篇文章。
人其实就应该如 alvin 说的“人”字，一撇一捺地简单。
喜欢就喜欢你。别无原因。
爱你就是爱你。别无原因。
至于在一起，除了想与行动之外还要天时地利人和。
这方面比较困难，因为并不是你能控制的。
时间过的好快
想念却不曾更改。
毕。
i miss you so much...
are you???
the moment
the moment that linked us
the moment together we stepped into a dark place
the moment we walk side by side
the moment i grabbed u tight in my palm
the moment we unwilling to loosen our hand
the moment that the moonlight and stars glinted above our head
the moment i made a cup of mee for you
the moment i peeped on your sleeping face
the moment that i cant ever forget in my life
the moment that i dropped in a deep well
the moment that drag myself towards the feeling
the moment i received your sms
the moment i reply u one by one with a popping heart and shaking hand
the moment i miss you so much in that mid night
the moment
lots of moments accomplished memories
moments cant recreate due to your demands because once its recreate, its not memories
memories can only accumulated in every single right moment
memories only bear in one's mind and heart
unbelievable that its just one month apart from now,
and its such a great and abysmal impact to me
now i realized that you occupy lots of space in my heart's pie
its my pleasure to have you in my memories.
Regards,
afengz
ps: actually planned to type in Chinese but found it become a hard language for me now, its because the english speaking environment that i work with currently. i miss my mother language so much. 【风徐徐吹蚀陈年柳木，令人唏嘘为何不为金。】
