once again i'm lose...

once again...
i lose to myself, my healthy problem lighted on...
i'm having a fever, a sore throat and bone pain...
why u all attack me during my busy time...
i need more time to settle my things...
i dont want any illness follow me...
i juz wana do my best...
no one even concern me while i'm sick...
only jc and yn and snookie...
aiks.... maybe i'm not that popular...
i wanna fight back... i wanna conquer the illness...
i wanna sail to your heart...
is that possible....
i need a happy year... a busy year and a healthy year...