no option

confronting with depression currently....
asked myself? is this what i really want? what do i still want?
stepped in this road doesnt provide me a backdoor...
it leave no room to give up... as i walk further, there is only one consequence...
keep walking... there is no other options....
onus behind my back is getting heavy... but i wont give up...
i still remember,
"everybody know~
who we are~
we are st john st john~
we are chong hwa st john~"
seriously, it motivated me a lot...
i'm glad that i am one of the members...