what i had learnt in those previous days

i learnt how to breath..
how to breath under the lonely atmosphere when i'm alone...
as a norm, its not a tough task yet it challenged me a lot from being engulfed by the loneliness...
i learnt how to look...
how to look things at diffrent prospective or angle, it because everythings look different if you took another side of it...
i learnt how to feel...
how to feel good or bad in daily life... good or bad in this moement doesnt really matter because today is history tomorrow is future...
i learnt how to learn...
there are actually a lots to learn in life, trying not to confine myself in a situation i comfort with...
without obstacles, there will be no fun.. isnt it?
what a bullshit... which moron really appreciate life in the above case?
You? probably....
but, i myself only have a little demand...
i hope i can smile while i'm sleeping and some sweet dreams during the wee hours in the morning... i wish i can...
at least i have few moments to bring me back to joy that i longed such much...