is it released or relieved?

is coming to an end point.
i dont seek for a truth,
i seek for a resolution.
as far as i concern,
its seems going to a doesnt matter stage,
because someone gotta go.
skeptical does not exist in this matter.
everyone deserve a fair trial, even a gay can.
nvm, i sentencing myself.
i think i can cope with it.
isnt that awful actually, its better than hiding under the nutshell...
move on?
released ?
or
relieved ?
haha.
i laugh?