A repetition of feeling - Don't Know Where To Start and Feeling Sluggish To Start My Work.
Raining here it goes... Just 5 minutes before i start stroking my keyboard for this blog post, the sky decided to pour heavily. If i turn on my sad song playlist, it could be a well reflective scene accompanying; however this is not the case as i am playing cheerful MandoPoP right now. I believe most of us had this kind of feeling before i.e. Don't Know Where to Start regardless whether it is in relation to next milestone in life or work. This feeling is no stranger to myself, i can still remember vividly how desperate i was during my 1st year L.L.B. examination, where i was feeling so lost and hopeless one day before a paper. I have tried numerous methods to calm myself down back then i.e. hypnotized myself, praying to the Guan Gong, etc... Yet my troubled mind wasn't settle down, and this dreadful feeling goes on until midnight of that day, where i was reaching the limit of my physical soberness, i decided to just let it goes. Don't get me wrong, i am not giving up on m